2 more.

Finished studying for Consumer Behavior yesterday.

Finished studying for Media, Culture, Society just then.

Two more subjects to go, which are Public Relation and Sales Promotion. Argh.. hate memorizing the notes men. Damn lots to memorize!

Thank god I nailed CB and MCS already.. so I can just revise repeatedly for the rest of the days and the day before the exam.

It's next Tuesday. My first paper. I'm prepared for it, I guess. I can't wait for it to end. My this study break isn't like a study break, actually. I'm still studying, at home though.







Ciao.

It's myself.

I used to be confident.
I used to be sure of myself, my personality, my style.. anything about myself.
I used to not care what others think about me inside out.
I am who I am.

But why am I feeling this way?

Seeing her makes me feel so small.
Compared to her, I'm like.. nothing.
She looks so much better. She's damn hot. She's just so attractive.
I don't like what I'm feeling, I hate it.
I start to not recognize myself. I'm not like that.
Get beaten down by someone that I barely know, but only her looks, her body, her dressing..and her height.


I'm not like that.



It's not her. But it's me.
I lose confidence in myself. I know very clearly.
And I know that I'm being silly to let it disturb my emotions.
I asked lots of questions that I can't really answer...
I doubt on something too.
But at the same time, I have trust.
But still, I'm letting it circulating my head around and around.





I know.
No matter what. Deep down, I still believe in myself the most.
I know I'm better. At least to the wonderful guy in my life - baby.
He only has me in his eyes. That matters.
I'm just going to be who I am...
I'm a confident person.









I'm good enough.

Together.

It's our 11th month anniversary today! Muaks. But unfortunately, we didn't get to really celebrate. We just went to Subang Parade - Kenny Rogers to simply celebrate our 11th month together. Went to baby's house for awhile after lunch, then rushed back home. Because dad's birthday celebration from tomorrow is brought forward to today.. so yea.



Happy birthday dad.



We went to OU - Sakae Sushi. Yummy. Was so damn full, eating non-stop. Haha. Had McD Mcflurry Oreo ice-cream too. Satisfying.. hmm.

Got back.

I'm so full.

Just came back from Yippee Cup, ss2. Was there with Mandy and Jo to get each other updated. Lol.


Was supposed to buy ciggarette together, for fun. But then all shops were closed.. so maybe next time. Haha.. *naughty winks*

















Nitez.

Hate.

I fucking hate my life. For now.



Fuck this stupid shit, asshole. Smelly bloody fuck.











By the way. Me, Maine + gang, Dwayne + gang, we went to The Curve - Red Box, to celebrate Chyrus's birthday. Happy Birthday! All of us meet up at Red Box around 1.30pm, went in for our singing session at 2pm+. It was fun... it would definitely be more exciting if I wasn't given shit right after I reached The Curve. The fee was RM20 only, so it was ok.

Went home at 5.30pm. Then went to baby's place to fix my laptop and to spend some time together.. muaks.

Chillaxing...

Hmm.. I'm seriously chillaxing here at home. With my laptop and my blog. Facebook + music. It's been so long since I last chill at this hour - 11am+, right after I woke up.


Will still have to go for class later at 3pm. Till 6pm.







I wanna go out wit my gang.



At the same time, I have a goddamn problem - No money. Have to spend on my dad's birthday present somemore...sob.

Finally - Yay!

Everything's done. All the freaking ass assignment, woohoo! I feel so happy and energized and.. anything to do with happy!

Today was the last presentation I had - CB group assignment. And the good thing is, Ms. May were being really nice and polite, judging our presentation with nice words, and just some additional suggestions that can help us improve in the future. No bashing at all, which is really rare from Ms. May. She was in good mood, everyone can see. Lol.



Thanks to someone, the whole group actually went upside down though. Damn it.






Anyway. Finally, I get to enjoy myself for awhile. Still have class tomorrow, really "potong-steam", but it's only a 3-hour class for revision..should be ok. But then on Monday, there's one more freaking replacement class, sigh. Potong-steam!!

One down. One more.

Yay! One more group presentation down.



Still have one more to go. And it's due freaking next Tuesday.






What the heck. Heck you, heck it, heck that.. damn it.
Gotta stress one last time again.





Holding on...

Back track.

By the way. Almost forgotten to post this up.



Yesterday - Sunday, went to OU with baby. So happy! Muaks. We went to OU at 3pm plus. Then we watched The Fast & Furios 4. Was supposed to watch Shinjuku Incident, but no space already! Sobz. Really sad case.

Anyhow. You know what I think? I think... it's not good. Honestly. It was really disappointing for me and baby. We expected like, so much more from the movie. I mean Vin Diesel was really cool and macho in the movie. But the point is, the whole movie..it's just too fake. The way they race, and even Vin Diesel's facial expression, all really fake. As if, they're trying too hard to be cool. Hmm.. As I remembered, the previous Fast & Furious are better than this.

We went Burger King for dinner. Then went back to baby's place.


I love you.

Good day! ~ Motivated.

Team Genesis went to the Maxis Centre right beside KLCC to present our Hotlink marketing ideas to the Maxis team today.

Apparently, the lady of Hotlink - Tze Mae, called us up last Friday, and asked us to drop by at the company to present our proposal once more, but to her team members. Arrgh! Nerve racking definitely. There were 7 of them in total. We started our presentation around 10.20am, after some technical error. Same old thing - Santik, Jie, and I did the presentation. Woo! My team said I presented well, the best of all. Hehehe.. really happy to hear that. I was very nervous, but was trying to calm myself and just stay strong headed, get things over and done with.

The Maxis team people were so cool and professional, I thought. They were really friendly and nice people, very informal. We went into this room called "Brainstorming Room", where they have sofas.. pretty relaxed environment. They asked questions... alot on how we did this project and stuff, they didn't bombared our work at all, but asked questions to know more about us. We were done at 11.20am. Then we went to Nando's in KLCC for lunch, then rushed back to college for SP class.






Tiring!







And...I actually dislike the LRT in the morning. It was damn freaking bloody hell ass packed with humans! My god. I thought I was gonna die in there out of breath..hmm. The LRT was like, super pack till it's gonna burst. The LRT didn't have space anymore, but there were still people squeezing themselves in once the door is opened. Not just one person, but a few or many at once. I'm short. Once I went in, I feel like I'm trapped. I couldn't see anythin but people's shoulder... My body together with lots of bodies were sticking together. At first it was ok because all those around me were females. But when the females left one by one, the males surrounded me. Oh no..I really couldn't take it. Hmm.. My nose was touching a men's back, some guy's hand messed up my hair, then my back on another guy's back. Uhh! I'm talking about this so much because it was my very first time taking the LRT at that hour - 8.15am. Working hours. Yea..

But well. Somehow, I did enjoy the ride. The packed up LRT, seeing all the working men and women. Made me think stuffs like, I'm going to be like them next time.. soon. Working in companies, dressing formal, with a backpack. Hahah.





Went back to college, all of us were so tired and sleepy. Mr.Benny gave us this piece of letter to show appreciation towards our achievement, as he said Team Genesis is the very first group presenting and working for a real client. IACT were asking us to take photos to pass it to them, for what, I don't know yet. But definitely something good. Right now, the team will just have to wait for Hotlink to call us again to start working for them. I'm looking forward to it! Meng Yoe's class today is the last class. Gonna miss him. I like this lecturer a lot..hmm. We had test, he gave us back our assignment - I got an A-. Yay. We took down notes of the exam highlights, then we called it off a day.




I'm happy today.